So i have fallen in love with one of the greatest men who walks this planet. He is kind, and sweet. And the greatest part is I have known him pretty much my whole life. So he already knows all my little quirks and he accepts them, even loves me for them.
The only bad part is right now he is stationed in Alaska. He comes home in June but only for 17 days, its kind of a bummer but I am trying to keep my thoughts happy like for instance at least I get to see him for those 17 days and we are going on a romantic beach trip just the two of us. Its gonna be great. And we are both hoping that he will get transfered back here so that way he can ask my parents for my hand in marriage and then we can plan the wedding.
This is the happiest I have been in a long time and I hope this feeling never ends

I met someone really great

So i was browsing myspace and i found a wiccan guy and He lives like 30 mins away. and he works in the same town that i do...
Maybe this was suppose to happen....please let this work

Falling in and out of love

I have been in the same relationship for 3 years (on Wednesday the 13th) but for the last year I haven't been quite happy as my significant other seems to be very critical of the person I am and the things I do.

I admit that I have put on a few pounds since I graduated High school in 2005 but does that mean that he has to pinch my slight fat rolls and tell me I need to exercise more?
And just because He doesn't like anime doesn't mean that he has to tell me how stupid he thinks is does it.

And I still haven't told him that I am wiccan because I don't want to hear how stupid he thinks it is and make fun of me every time I do a ritual or cast my runes.

I don't know what to do because I want the relationship to be over but at the same time I don't want it to end because I am afraid of what lies after the ending of this relationship. and I don't want to end the relationship but I know that is the cowards way out.

Then this weekend I met someone that made me feel special He looked at me the way my current boyfriend never has and When I told him that I was Wiccan he thought that it was cool, He loves anime, listens to all different kinds of music and he sings along to a lot of them. I have asked my boyfriend for me when he plays guitar but he flat out refuses and then makes fun of me for asking and every time I listen to something other then heavy metal he tells me I have bad taste and need to get a better taste for music because he is the only that is right.

The other looked at me like I mattered and my opinions did too, I am just so tired of feeling like I am not good enough and my boyfriend says that he is sorry when I bring up this issues but then a week later he goes back to the same old routine. and I have tried everything I can think of to make this work but I am at my wits end and running out of tears and lavender oil.

AmarisGaia