Dreaming

Dreaming that is all I seem to do these days. I dream of love, of a bright future for my daughter, of owning my own bookstore, dream of a degree.
But the time for dreaming is done. This fall I will be going back to school online seeing as two jobs and child rearing don't leave a lot of time for going to school in an actual school building. And I am working on the plans for my bookstore.
I have already come up with the concept been dreaming about it for two years now, now I need a name and alot of other things such as financial backing.
The Litha ritual is coming up soon, so I am gonna use the energy that the Goddess gives me during that circle and put it towards my plans for the future.

Been away too long

   My life has gotten seriously hectic. Working two jobs and being a full time mommy takes up a lot of time.
However, even though my life is one big whirlwind. I am learning how to stop and enjoy the little things. Like making sure I get time off for special events or for coven meetings. I realized I don't want to work my whole life away.
  I want to spend time with my daughter and help her grow. I want to show her all the magic and wonder the world has to offer. And I can't do that if I let my jobs run my life. So many times I have been in the middle of spending time with my little one and then Wham! work calls and I am debating whether to go in or not. And when I say no I feel guilty because I could always use the extra money. But no more, I can always just find a way to pinch the pennies a little more just to spend time with my daughter and thats what I am gonna do.
 I am also gonna try to update my blog a lot more. If not every day at least once a week.

   Blessed Be